I am Not my Hair- Take 2

Everything I read about Abraxane, my current IV chemo, says that hair loss starts around the third dose. Last Tuesday was my third treatment and, sure enough, a couple of days after the infusion, I started shedding. It’s hard to describe the sensation. It’s a tingly, itchy feeling. It feels similar to the way your scalp feels if you part your hair in a new place, or leave a ponytail in too long. If you know this feeling, it just feels wrong. 

  Photo Sep 17, 8 40 15 AM   Photo Sep 22, 4 01 40 PM   Photo Sep 22, 4 25 37 PM

 

We started with an undercut, just in case it wasn’t all actually going to fall out. I let Alyssa make a heart with the electric shaver. I kept it like this for about a week.

After the 4th treatment, the shedding and odd sensations became even more pronounced, so I knew it was time to do something more drastic. That something, this time around, would be a purple mohawk. I guess it’s tradition. In 2014, when my hair started coming out in clumps from my first run through chemo, I decided to put the electric shaver in the kids hands and have some fun with it. That time, I was determined to hit cancer hard and never look back. I dealt with the hair loss as a temporary situation to reclaim my health. 

This time around, it has a different meaning to me. The hair loss is insignificant compared to the improvement I sense in cancer’s symptoms in my abdomen. The first time around, I never had any symptoms to indicate cancer was developing. I was strong and healthy before my diagnosis. This time, I have been suffering from various pains, and the accumulation of fluid in the peritoneal lining (the lining surrounding the digestive tract). The chemo has significantly reduced the amount of fluid, my appetite is coming back and I’m starting to feel better. So I don’t care so much about the balding head (except that it’s cold!). 

Thursday night, I decided it was time to dig out the shaver again. I got some pizza and put on the Packer game and we proceeded to shave it off. Ironically, it took me a couple of years after the first chemo to leave my hair alone and let it grow out. I was just beginning to like the length.

Photo Sep 19, 5 10 26 PM

But that isn’t really relevant. The girls decided that Kaylei would do the rest of the cutting and Alyssa would dye it purple.

Friday, my buddy Crystal brought over lunch and we spiked up the mohawk and then cut it down to a more manageable height. My brother and sis-in-law dropped in to witness the beginning of the mohawk! We’ll see how long I can stand the tingly, itchy feeling. I’m thinking pretty soon it will be time to buzz it all off. I’m collecting warm, fuzzy hats now. Winter in WI is not the best time to be bald…

sue n cathy

If I’m going to sport a purple mohawk, I better go bold.

Photo Sep 27, 2 40 00 PM

Soon, I’ll be able to make a new “hair raising” video!!

 

One thought on “I am Not my Hair- Take 2

  1. As always a great response. So sorry you need to go through this again but as you mentioned, you are also feeling better which is good. So glad Tom & Cathy got to see you. Sending you prayers, hugs and love. 👍❤️

    On Sat, Sep 28, 2019 at 11:30 AM 1knightsjourney wrote:

    > 1knightsjourney posted: “Everything I read about Abraxane, my current IV > chemo, says that hair loss starts around the 3rd dose. Last Tuesday was my > 3rd treatment and, sure enough, a couple of days after the infusion, I > started shedding. It’s hard to describe the sensation. It’s a” >

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